Child of My heart, you have had conflicting feelings about how you can be rejoicing in Me while some you care about are ill; others are having trials of all sorts, and your country seems to be in turmoil.
Those you pray for have their own responsibilities for their individual relationships with Me. You can and should pray for them and help those in your particular pathways. But it is up to Me to heal or help those in distress as I see fit. They must find their own dwelling place with Me.
You cannot…I repeat, you cannot and must not try to be God to anyone. Pray and then release those people and situations into My capable omnipotent hands. There have been times when you were in seasons of sorrow and sufferings; others prayed for you to be upheld, but I was your Upholder!
“So then each one of us will give an account of himself to God.” (Romans 14:12)