Beloved child, pride is an insidious enemy, often coming so disguised that even My true children do not recognize it. You have been thinking that to confess your weakness regarding your health would show lack of faith. But you are now experiencing much distress because you were not honest with yourself and others in avoiding circumstances which your system cannot easily handle.
It is not lack of faith you exhibited; it was pride. You were unwilling to admit your weakness. Take stock; be true to yourself as well as with Me. Be who I created you to be. Some of My greatest, most productive saints have suffered from great weaknesses and infirmities. Total truth brings total peace. Selah.
“A man’s pride will bring him low, But a humble spirit will obtain honor.” (Proverbs 29: 23). Read John 8: 31-32, I John 2: 16.